MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!
cant imagine its CHRISTMAS all again.
and obviously, the new year's approaching.

the year overall wasn't really a good one for me.
filled with bumps and MORE bumps which made me felt something similar to a bad roller coaster ride.
first up was of course, the JAE exercise.
sometimes i still ponder over these questions, 'what if im in cjc now? would my social network/academic grades be much better?'
but to think much maturely, i've grown very much from it.
to be complacent is indeed pure stupidity.
but, when thing does not end up the way you expected, its best to start diverting the course of your direction.
i mean, shouldn't i just look on the bright side and just accept what's given?
simply put, it's not that i cannot adapt to the change, but its just that i stubbornly refuse to.
its like my life's been covered by a large piece of dark clouds and it never seem to disappear.
even to this day.

second up is of course, every student's major worry - grades.
the cause and effect cycle sortta brought me to a kindda sluggish attitude towards things in jjc.
its like im stuck in a abyss which i could not escape from, and its like i can never find anything simple, minute thing acceptable in my eyes.
whats there are just simply junks and more rubbish, yes, including the people there.
take me as someone who is stubborn and possessive.
i'm just someone who turns sour when things just ain't what i at least, expected.

obviously, its something regarding my social circle next.
things has just emerged to this point and theres nothing much to talk about.
like what others told me, when friends get to know each other too well, misunderstanding tends to happen.
its just about forgiving and forgetting.
but when 2 stubborn people are involved, things just won't get any better.

like the quote which says 'theres always light at the end of the tunnel'.
yes, of course, this year have had wonderful events which brought vortexes of light into the gloomy weather.
i was satisfied, but not very contented with what i've achieve for my 'O' levels.
sometimes i just get complacent over this award thing which my secondary gave out.
and yes, its like the greatest achievement for me in my secondary school, not to mention the star pupil award.
HAHA.
i studied hard and my efforts paid off.
nothing much to complain about other than the sheer possibility of mugging harder.

cjc has opened things up for me for the first three months.
i've never been to a catholic school and i must say that the sense of security and the lessons it taught me can be compared to nothing.
NOTHING.
not to mention the group of friends i've made, they're just great as well.

this year been great with the support my parents gave me!
been to HONG KONG and next to KOREA.
and they've satisfied my material needs as well.
ahh, wonderful.
its not the money which matters, its the TIME which they attempted to spend with me which really matters.
im stubborn and i disappoint them, but i know they'll understand.

with the new year coming, everyone prays for a better year ahead, including me.
2007 will be a VERY important year for me!
yes i do have my new year resolutions as well.
1. be focused over my studies and good grades for my 'A' levels.
2. good health for my family members and friends.
3. start maturing and continue maturing, mentally NOT physically though.
i won't be in sg on new year's day so im making these in advance.
but i hope it still works. (:

regarding the perspective of life, i simply don't enjoy thrill rides in any single way.
it just carries me to the peak and to the rock bottom, unexpectedly.
i really hope that life would be and could be smooth sailing for me.
but, if life's perfect, then what's the meaning to it?